In Article on July 3, 2015 at 9:58 AM
I feel overwhelmed with my current idea. I am losing grip on its goodness that I believe. Why is doubt lurking in? Although I have to entertain it so I can seriously address before the investor meeting tomorrow.
I am afraid.
- Afraid that I am not able to handle the start-up.
- Afraid that it is too shallow.
- Afraid that it doesn’t help people.
- Afraid of my haters.
On the otherhand, what if it works?
- People will have a role model.
- We have a new way of assessing what’s valuable in our life.
- Any change needs organic growth.
- Gain new respect and following that truly matters.
I have to take this shot, I am grateful for the opportunity that I will be heard, to share my idea. Isn’t that something and I have to silence my imaginary critique that unless it is constructive, it might as well shut up and let me work!
In Prayer on July 2, 2015 at 9:02 AM
I am sorry that I have told the sins of others. I am sorry that I thought I was doing the right thing. I am sorry that I offended somebody. I am sorry that I was judging others when I am not free from committing sins too.
Forgive me God that I was confused with my actions because I was not in touch with you. I have made rushed decisions that only benefited my ego.
I pray for everyone I offended and I pray for everyone who offended me. May we recognise the LOVE that you have for us and keep us moving forward to do great work and anoint us to serve and to be used by you. Lift us up with the Holy Spirit that we may have a clear conscience and enlightened to walk through your path. I love you and thank you for changing me every day so you may prepare me to the best that I can be.
I glorify your greatness because you have always provided what’s best for us. I humble myself before you. Only with you in my heart that I will ever feel full especially when I love myself and my neighbours.
In Jesus’ name. Amen.
In Article on July 1, 2015 at 1:30 PM
I have been hustling again for my next big project and I am killing it, while killing myself on the side. My sleeping patterns lately are stealing essential naps and not a deep sleep only to heed to the call of my muse and complete my list of To Dos.
Yesterday, I was depending on caffeine to stay awake, functional, and able to drive. I could sense the uneasiness physically, irritability, and fatigue. By the time I reached home, I am panicking and took awhile before I surrender to sleep, on my bed, after a good warm bath, and it was already past midnight.
Sleep is very important to reenergize the body and my favourite part of getting a good sleep is being alert. I like it when my focus is sharp and I can get tasks done faster because it is easier. I don’t believe when some people say that sleep is overrated because it will never be. It looks like we’re in a state of inaction but not every essential things in life have to be seen with our naked eye, our body need to rest so when we wake up, we could take on the world.
Before I indulge in the habit of napping instead of deep sleep, I better get things in order to remain healthy and happy. Feed your body and let it sleep when it’s dark.