I also keep a password protected Microsoft journal where everything is honest and named. I kept this blog anonymous so I can rant and mock anyone but I still can’t bring myself to always drop a bomb and real names but most especially invite everyone to my sobbing pathetic story. So writing without barge is different especially unloading pain and embracing all truth.
I feel great and excited for the first time in a long time that I was able to voice out the truth. I have been holding these feelings inside me and there is no way to let it out. Finally I wrote it down on pages. I don’t need a kookoo doctor to listen and I certainly don’t need to take Xanax to sleep and relax.