I sometimes feel guilty when I’m happy knowing that I have not finish something that I was supposed to do.
I sometimes feel guilty that I enjoy a music with no care in the world when I remember the people who needed my help.
I worry a lot when I lay peacefully and remembered people who are hustling and nothing good for me is left.
Then I stop.
I stop for being too hard on myself.
I search my heart for what my intentions for everybody…
I want everyone to feel love and be served dedicatedly.
I want every business to prosper for they believe for doing something so good.
Every person to feel God’s grace.
But most of all, for what I wish for myself…
That I smile, laugh, and create. In the long run, I wish to be able to help so many people that I will never feel guilty being truly happy.
I halt being happy when my mind wander that “what if” he (referring to someone I care) isn’t doing all right. I simply overthink. I just have to let things go and never make assumptions. What if he’s as happy as I am since I have been praying for that.