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[1: 1,995 of 10,000] Best Contemplation On Comparison Ever

In Poem on May 8, 2020 at 8:08 AM


I am special
But not a lot special than anyone
Because everyone is special

I am lucky
But not luckier than anyone
Because everyone is lucky

I am loved
But not loved more than anyone
Because everyone is equally and unconditionally loved by the Universe

I am a creator
But not a better creator than anyone
Because everyone is a creator in their own unique contribution to human expansion

I am perfect
But not a lot perfect than anyone
Because everyone is perfect and whole if we are willing to know it

We’re all the same and there ain’t comparison
A soul in a body in every lifetime
A soul living through eternity

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[1: 1,994 of 10,000] Pet Peeve

In Review on April 30, 2020 at 7:56 AM


Let’s talk about a pet peeve of mine and I’ll let you into how my brain works in connection to an actual feeling or stimulation. Don’t wander to a dirty mind, but well it involves the lips so proceed with caution.

A ceramic mug that isn’t transparent like the photo above is only meant for hot beverages or hot soup for me. I never felt comfortable using it for drinking plain water or any cold beverages including ice coffee, especially with ice cubes. It is so uncomfortable for me drinking water from a mug like it made it denser and it’s harder for me to swallow.

A mug without an ear is not a good mug at all, I don’t want to burn my hand while I sip. I take note restaurants and coffee shops who use a tissue paper or some kind of a cloth to protect the hands, it’s not working!

Water or any cold beverages will only be enjoyable for me to drink if it’s in clear glass (perfect) or a transparent mug is also acceptable.

I haven’t figured out my trauma about glasses but I am using the appropriate container for a particular drink.

What’s your pet peeve? Do you have the same feeling about my mug and glass dilemma or it’s just me?

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[1: 1,993 of 10,000] Compassion Mantra

In Article on April 29, 2020 at 8:34 PM

Buddha of Compassion

I finished the Season 3 of “The Story of God with Morgan Freeman” in Netflix and I find it new learning about the Mantra of Avalokitesvara (Buddha of Compassion).

In the interview, Jinpa said, “The one mantra which always brings good to everyone. This mantra helps us to enhance all that compassion to the Universe.”

All we have to say is…

“Om Mani Padme Hum”

At this special reality, compassion is much needed to be sensitive and responsive to how we can serve better with our fellow.

[1: 1,992 of 10,000] The Eyes Of Source

In Journal on April 18, 2020 at 11:09 PM


Every time I love a man, and even if it’s unrequited there is the genuine part in me that I could see their human fears, the reason why a relationship cannot work, and yet when I do shower the eyes of the Source, I can love them unconditionally.

I have my own lenses based on ego or fear too, and I know that they have theirs, but if we only drop the shield that blocks us to love, we can work any relationship.

I am capable of loving anyone. But romance, oh that kind of love, I also look for a man that sparks an attraction and excitement, someone that aligns with our individual calling in this lifetime, and that I’m getting ready for. Knowing what I value makes it easier to let go of what will not work for equal partnership.

May I always see with my heart not from my lens out of fears.

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[1: 1,991 of 10,000] Tarot Card Readings Make Me Wonder About Collective

In Journal on April 17, 2020 at 11:09 PM


I’m a Gemini (my sun sign, where regular birth month falls) and apparently, there are other vital signs that I have to know like my rising sign, moon sign, Jupiter sign, and Venus sign. In the end, it means I should be checking four signs and see which resonates to me.

Readers of tarot card general readings in YouTube often say that they are tapping into different energies and it makes me wonder if they are sensing one individual or is the reading possibly resonate to more than one person? It then gets me to wonder that if there’s more than one person, then people are collectively having some general things happening to them all at the same time? Like, everyone is having a spiritual awakening, that type! Or is everyone’s ex-lovers coming back?

I do believe that we are all connected, and it could be true that we feel each other, and we move to one direction as a human race. I hope for the better after being quarantined, and we’re being asked to go within. At the same time, even if we’re all connected, each is still unique in their own rights that contribute to the creation of this reality.

Going back to tarot card reading, I should seriously stop, cold turkey stop. I am starting to see my obsession. It took me two hours to finish this blog post because I was watching several readings. Even my rational brain is tired of the incessant predictions when I could be doing something productive that could actually raise my vibration and move me onwards. I can’t deny though that these tarot card readers are helping me to understand a new language that is foreign to me.

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[1: 1,990 of 10,000] What I’ve Learned After 110 Days Streak of Meditating

In Journal on April 11, 2020 at 8:00 PM


My longest streak was 115 days then I got too busy to take care of my mindful need, but currently, I’m back on track and in my 110 days streak, and I hope to keep doing it for the rest of my life.

I usually do it after I wake up in the morning. I’m using the Calm app. I started with a guided meditation. I’m now trying to do a timed meditation of 15 minutes meaning just seating in silent on my yoga mat, always in the same place at my living room facing the window, with crossed leg and my thumb and index finger together (see gnome image).

Meditating taught me to find the stillness in my crowded and clouded mind. During the guided meditation, I was given several techniques on how to concentrate on my breathing. If my mind wanders to things that I need to do for the day, for instance, then I was taught to be kind to myself and simply bring back my attention to my breathing. Tamara Levitt has a soothing voice that made me feel cared for, blessed, and loved unconditionally.

Think about it, reality happens right this moment, and then it flees. It’s my mind that remembers that fill me with movies in my head, making the past to be present instead of me making a conscious and deliberate choice to do something new right now.

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[1: 1,989 of 10,000] Worth Waiting

In Short Story on April 11, 2020 at 6:48 PM


Carly was intensely browsing the books. Taking one out of the shelves, flip the back and go through its pages to examine, put it back, and then select another. Out of her sight is a gentleman amused of her. He noticed her subtle mannerism of quizzical look, gently brushing her hair to tuck in her right ear, he watches her stack of bracelets slides back and forth as she chooses one book to another.

She’s getting frustrated, she dreamt of a book but couldn’t find it in a pile. All she remembers is a blue cover, she loves reading and knows she recognizes it, but couldn’t possibly dig it out of her brain. Suddenly, she feels an energy that someone is watching her, she turns around and saw a man staring at her. James knew he’s caught, so he won’t let this moment pass and walk towards her.


“Do I know you?” for some weird reason, even the guy in front of her looks familiar but couldn’t bring herself to remember him too.

“I don’t know. I’m sorry, it may be weird, yet it is weird, let’s call it as it is, I was watching you. You looked disturbed,” and he let go of a confident and charming smile.

“Oh! I dream about this book, and I know I recognize it, but I couldn’t seem to find it.”

“Maybe I can help you. What do you remember about the book?”

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[1: 1,988 of 10,000] Birth, Death, Rebirth

In List on April 11, 2020 at 9:26 AM


I live my life with no desire. I live as it goes.

I discovered things that I like and don’t.

I start choosing, limiting yet expanding at the same time.

I found out what I like needs time, takes a process, entails waiting and caring.

The hardest of all, dreaming, conjuring, and pouring my heart into it only to let go of control.

The Universe sees all the concoctions made from each person in the world. In its might, it stirs the air and the wind, moves the earth and the waves, and whispers to the spirits and awakens the souls.

The moment I rest in peace, everything made clear.

I asked to do it all over again. To be part of the creators. With both pain and joy. I told myself remember to not suffer but be aligned and be at peace.

But as the Universe has its own collective, unique, and masterful plan.

I was born again. I forgot.

With enough intensity, I start to remember. And here I go again.

Photo by Aaron Greenwood on Unsplash

[1: 1,987 of 10,000] Life’s Plot Twist

In List on April 8, 2020 at 6:10 AM


Life seems to have a twist of its own, a trick in its sleeves, and human beings are the manifesters whether deliberately, unconsciously, reluctantly, or have forgotten he was the author of his life from different lifetimes.

Certain emotions don’t last forever, I take comfort that I can be feeling pain and joy for moments. The plot twist is I could hold on to the ones I believed to be true and consistent.

  1. I am loved unconditionally by the divine.
  2. I am able to give and receive love.
  3. I can control my attitude and my response in every situation.
  4. If I will strive something consistently, it’s to find stillness within me that brings peace to my spirit.
  5. I don’t need to understand everything even the powerful love.
  6. I don’t need to rush through life.
  7. Freedom, free will, and voluntariness are my power or downfall depending on my choices.
  8. The beauty is in the journey and the destination is the cherry on top.
  9. We need each other but we need to fill our cup full on our own first.
  10. Explore your fear and know that they are not real. What then you ask? Choose bravery and move forward even if you’re scared because life that’s made of love got you.

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[1: 1,986 of 10,000] It Takes A Broken Heart To Receive Love

In Article on April 6, 2020 at 6:47 AM


My last two experience of a broken heart always leads me to ask deeper questions about why am I really alive. Profound that it took me to let my heart break into pieces to find a sensible meaning out in the world to glue it stronger this time, again. The cracked heart learned to be forgiving, resilient to trust love and going through the painful process of looking myself and pointing out where am I being asked to grow and expand even more.

I’ve read and believed that being vulnerable is healthy and yet here I am building thick walls and hiding my deepest and truest feelings with flawed defences that I don’t want to be hurt by admitting that I’m falling in love only to choose to get hurt by leaving a connection without telling my truth. From this moment on, I promise that I will never deprive myself to speak my truth even if I will end up rejected because that way I know that I no longer have a burden to carry, an unspoken love.

Oh, LOVE! You filled me with joy and excitement, you pushed me to grow through pain, and you excite me to discover and satiate the mystery of life in awe. Oh, LOVE! I will never blame you for existing because you’re me and anyone who said that don’t know you will be lying. I want to stop lying to myself because I want to feel this very moment of your caress and with that I’m satisfied!

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