Yor Ryeter

Posts Tagged ‘Anger’

[1: 1,721 of 10,000] Damn My Thoughts

In Journal on June 13, 2016 at 10:50 PM


Am I turning into the man I was drawn to a few years back? A man full of frustration, anger, and the exuberant desire to murder people. I have a hint in me that my light will shine upon him and that I could give him a taste of what being good be like. One year after we parted due to disagreement, I find myself turning into him. Is this a curse of my own doing?

I have a demeaning thoughts and a clouding darkness that is starting to infiltrate me. I know that I am supposed to be made of love but it is so hard to unveil it when my life is mostly focused on work and my job place is filled with politics, the biggest ego there is, and I am just fed up that there is more negativity that positive auras. I feel so sad that my relatives are reaching out for my help and I don’t know how to help them to better their lives, oh dear why did they even bring children in this world and couldn’t be responsible to take care of them with a comfortable life. Then there are the people who are supposed to treat me with good customer service but quite idiotic not to pay attention and give unreliable answers. I am so mad!

I just came from vacation but something is bothering me. I am unhappy. Something is blocking my connection to love and although I wanted to cry, there is not even a single drop of tear that falls. I felt like a stone, living but without feeling. Or I do have a feeling, a dark one?

This has to stop, I don’t know how, but I’ll figure it out. It is time to write good dreams, I even forget how to write good dreams or imagining. I used to have vivid and wild imaginations, I could make up story on the fly, but now my interest and intellect have changed that I don’t want creating anything silly. I am too embarrassed to make mistake and make a fool of myself; simply because I expect more than that.

I just don’t like bullshit anymore. In this world, it seemed to be too hard to ask.

[1: 1,263 of 10,000] Work Hard & Be Nice To People

In Journal on January 6, 2014 at 11:23 PM

Work Hard & Be Nice To People

Isn’t that a very nice saying especially a good reminder to my egoistic self?

Work hard and be nice to people.

Goodness! I was picking fight with one person after another and it is not a good feeling afterwards. I was so furious I cannot bring myself to be positive anymore. Thanks God to my neighbour at the office who gave me happy pills (strawberry mint)!!!

[1: 623 of 10,000] Anger Gets Something Done

In Article on April 21, 2012 at 8:21 PM

Why do people act to do the impossible when someone starts to get mad? Although a person who will acknowledge anger is someone who does care.

Is it a circumstance? Was it the excuse of “I have no choice and I can’t do anything”?

We recently bought plane tickets from a travel agency that we never tried before. They lied about the issuance of e-ticket and finally one day we got tired and pissed that we are mocking them for their incompetence. We got the tickets after much anger.

It was quite sad. I was disappointed about the service considering I am expecting a great experience. I don’t usually advertise a bad company in this blog but I think consumer has the right to know especially if the company was lying about their claim that they serve fast.

BEWARE: Ghaliyah Travel who is doing business in Dubai will not be able to issue e-ticket exactly on the day that you purchase it.

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