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Posts Tagged ‘Dream’

[1: 1,109 of 10,000] Creating Fear

In Journal on August 9, 2013 at 8:20 PM

FearMy parents died young.

Papa died at 49. Mama passed away at 59.

I’m 33, 16 years away from Papa’s, and 26 years from Mama’s.

I am afraid for dying too soon without making worthy contribution in this lifetime. I am also scared that if I settle down and have kids I won’t be able to be there for them. With the stress that I get myself into, I am worried that I will also have a heartache or develop a deadly cancer.

This silly fear that I thought of makes me sad. If I dig deeper into my heart though, I am comforted with the fact that I love God, my sisters, my dreams that is starting to get realized, and my hope that the world have a soul to be a reflection of heaven. More so, I know that God loves me, my sisters loves me, my dreams stays with me, and my hope lights me up!

Silly fear… fade away.

[1: 1,089 of 10,000] Planning A Dream

In Article on July 21, 2013 at 12:00 AM

PlannerInsides-DaySpread-MrsEves_grandeHere is the truth, dreaming a dream will not make it come true, acting on it will.

Get a pen and paper and start laying down the plan and this time stick with it.

I have been complaining in every inch of my gut that nothing worthwhile is happening. I am too swamp with my work that I forget my personal life needs work. I should protect my weekend like it is mine to work on the things that matters to me and my future.

I get overwhelmed with so many things so this year I shall have 3 focus to accomplish. 2 books and securing an Australian visa. I have better control of the 2 books so before the year ends, the book should be ready for printing. The good thing is I know the main subjects so I better work on keeping it together as a great book to read. Australia, it is in my deepest desire because I want to leave UAE for good; I am running away because I don’t want to be in a rat race forever.

Ah, dream, plans, and making it happen. Exciting! Through God’s grace, I can do this.

[1: 1,048 of 10,000] Defining Follow Through

In Aphorism on June 13, 2013 at 11:55 AM

Follow Through [v] a Dreamer is supposed to learn and really do if he wanted to see some progress and realization of his dream.

[1: 1,045 of 10,000] I Cannot Define My Feeling

In Journal on June 9, 2013 at 12:00 AM

Is it depression when you can’t find joy and purpose?

Is it a lack of religious backbone that kept my soul to go astray?

I don’t like to define the growing sadness within me because I know the answer…

I am fed up of myself for not standing up for my DREAM.


[1: 1,008 of 10,000] Ode to Saying #5 – Dream & Aim It

In Journal on May 2, 2013 at 12:00 AM

A month from now I would be celebrating my birthday. Last year was a quiet celebration especially after my Mum’s passing; so this year I quite don’t know what to expect but I sure want it to be meaningful and memorable.

I want my sisters and I to run our own business and I want to have my own house and lot in Australia. I don’t have both yet but I know that with my current job I could treat it as my training ground for a Master study in running our own business soon and I got the right agency/lawyer to continue my visa application for state sponsorship in Australia that will fulfill my desire to settle on my own sanctuary.

Worth It
Those are my realistic dreams right now and they are not easy to achieve, there are so many uncertainties but as the Photo Saying goes I believed it in my heart that it is going to be worth it. Bit by bit – it will lead me to my goal. I often do not get myself stuck with the uncomfortable, if it’s get tougher, I keep my eye on the prize, then I exhale, I’m okay… I continue the journey. I will never let self doubt and inaction halt me, I won’t take that route.

[1: 931 of 10,000] I Am Just Another Emily

In Journal on February 15, 2013 at 6:11 PM

I am usually have the weakness of obsessing on someone and can’t get out of it so easily. It is happening again but this time around it is excruciatingly painful that it is happening to the absolutely wrong person. I thought I am over it but I am still not stopping. What is wrong with me considering I am just another Emily in his eyes?

The experience is adding inspiration that I should not be in this position for a long time. If I continue to work smart and pouring my heart into things I can get somewhere amazing in the future. The problem right now is I am investing too much love and emotion that I am forgetting to see the thin line of personal and over the boarder falling in love. One day I will laugh this out, I better work out moving to Australia soon so this will simply fade away as a memory (a precious treasured feeling) that just passed by.

Focus Yor: Book + Australia + House + Restaurant



[1: 887 of 10,000] The Day I Stopped Taking Exaggerated Number of Photos

In Photo on January 5, 2013 at 5:07 PM

The Dream

It is nice to take photos of beautiful places because you want to remember it but when the day comes that you can simply go back to that magnificent place anytime or better yet you wake up everyday with it – taking photos wouldn’t be necessary and you can simply breathe in and out while relaxing and chilling.

Living Vacation ♥

The Dream 🙂

[1: 881 of 10,000] My Lessons Learned for 2012

In Journal on December 31, 2012 at 12:00 AM

Whew 2012 was fast!

January – I was searching for a Dubai Residence Visa.
February – I was jobless and was accompanying Mum to her frequent hospital check-ups.
March – Spent quality time with Mum being confined in the hospital quite a lot.
April – Joined a new company. First time to be in a real estate industry.
May – We lost our dearest Mum. Got the chance to go see Philippines again after 2 years.
June – I turned 32. Moved to a brand new Apartment that I adore!
July – I was coping and enjoying my work. Thankful for Ramadan timing.
August – House MD ended and got disappointed with the ending.
September – It was a blur and I just kept working.
October – I received a call from someone I’ve known from the past. He made me resign.
November – Did my turn over for the real estate company.
December – Inspiring! Joined a new company. I got a little bit crazy on crushing. I am visiting Jordan for the first time. I am learning so much from myself.

2012 was filled with so many things that would change me forever.

I have to act very grown up now that we also lost our Mum. No more parents but just my sissies and I, yes we got each other and we got to stay strong and make sure we turn our life to the best paths. I call on God more often now because He loves us and supports us unconditionally.

I know what my dreams are and it’s a matter of taking the steps to make it a reality. I am very excited for the future but I’m sure thankful with the lessons I’ve learned today.

I love blogging. ♥ Despite the challenges, I was able to make a blog post for 365 days. It was not simply my love for blogging but my true and forever romance with words.

[1: 759 of 10,000] Crazy Dream That Starts With A Proposal Then Ends With A Breakup

In Journal on September 13, 2012 at 11:46 PM

The other night I prayed to God to make my dream exciting because I am starting to lose a grip of fantasy and got too caught up with work. That night He put Richard Hammond in my dream holding lots of money and we are working together (no, we didn’t rob a bank).

This morning I woke up remembering my crazy dream about a man who made all the effort to write my name on the sky, a heart and his alias, he called himself Beard Man. I saw it from a long distance, of course I felt very important and loved.

I went home to find out that he was there. The man looked a bit like someone I know for real but not a man I fancy at all. There was a vibe, which he thought that we’re in a relationship and expected that I would jump with joy for what he did. When he finally felt he wasn’t special he sort of asked for his photo back.

In my dream recollection, he gave me this only one photo, without me asking for it in the first place. I was worried I left it in another country and he was like demanding that I give it to him ora mismo (right away)! I tried to look for it in my momento box but I was not really sure I’ll find it there. I was panicking because he was getting angry.

Then I woke up.

I wonder what would I be dreaming tonight. 😉

[1: 753 of 10,000] You Fill My Dream

In Poem on September 7, 2012 at 3:12 AM

Thank You God
For talking directly to my heart
Tapping my fears to hold on to You tighter

You fill my soul with love
You plant a dream seed that I will yet to fulfill
You leave me in awe and feeling at bliss

I live for You and Me
I smile, I care and I love for You and Me
I keep trying to be better for Me to thank You