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[1: 1,446 of 10,000] What Do I Really Own?

In Poem on April 24, 2015 at 9:37 PM

I live in an apartment
I eat every day
I got money in my wallet
But what do I really own?

My brain functions
My heart beats
My whole body grind
But what do I really own?

Is it my thoughts?
Is it my words?
Is it my feelings?
What do I really own?

When I strip all of it
When nothing else is left
There is love within me
A love I couldn’t really define

I see men’s weaknesses and yet I love them
I know nothing is permanent so I am grateful of now
I look inside me and I find myself “enough”
And yet not entirely enough unless I love

Human Glow


[1: 1,419 of 10,000] Are You Waiting For A Fucking Sign?

In Article on March 21, 2015 at 2:32 AM


Are you like me that waits for a sign? The sarcasm at the title was intentional because it is quite stupid to wait for signs in life! It’s not that I’ve gone depressed and non-believer of magic; I definitely still am but you see I’m a procrastinator. I am the excruciating bad kind of procrastinator, still didn’t sign up for the procrastinator recovery meeting but I should start thinking of putting one or may be later, did you catch that, see what I mean!

I have so many ideas, I have so many dreams, I have so many confusions, and I often wonder when will I get every thing that I ever desire and lust for? The answer is…

  • if I don’t change my patterns (getting our first business in order, contacting suppliers, doing the numbers, and formalising the papers),
  • if I make excuses (I have no enough time, as soon as I finish this then I will start with the important stuffs),
  • if I’d be lazy (I want to sleep some more and think about my heart break over and over),
  • if I don’t speak up (let that toxic out and move on!),
  • if I do not prioritise the important (getting a new job instead of enjoying being a bum for a month, on the verge of 2nd month), well I might as well get stuck with daydreaming.

I like funny feeling, the feel good making assumptions that lead to sometimes disastrous wasting a time. God loves me so much that I get provided just fine, a roof (gives me room to sleep and bath) and food (fills my tummy and let me gain weight). I rely on intuition but I should stop waiting for a freaking fucking sign to appear. Only I can make the signs by moving my ass and creating every day. Creating daily is what will allow me to clear my vision and see the beauty and magic of life now.

So how am I convincing myself that it is different this time? It’s 2ish in the morning, I am not yet sleepy so making a blog while the words are burning inside my heart is a perfect step to feel good that I have created something. Confessing in the blogosphere that I have a chronic problem on procrastination to get mocked and get out of that funk!

I should keep life simple. The sign of true happiness is finding peace inside me, not putting ill judgment on me and others, wishing love and blessings unto me and others, try something new everyday, sharing my creation, and HUSTLE!

Do I want that dream bad enough? I have always known the answer, lift the weight and HUSTLE!

[1: 1,415 of 10,000] Create Everyday

In Article on March 17, 2015 at 10:33 AM

I am in awe that every human being is capable of “creating,” be “God-like”.

I have been lounging a lot lately, no complains, but this morning I was thinking what will surprise me today. I have been checking and shamelessly posting a lot too (sign that I am not busy at all) at various social media. I was locking myself at home and it was my redemption from boredom and solitude to have a peek of the world. Surprisingly enough, I found a good article to read – 10 Behaviors of Genuine People by Steve Tobak. He inspired this post because I was happy to read a sensible write-up, he was pertaining to a really good point that it is rare to find genuine people even in ourselves and we should all strive to be one.

Ah honesty, they fear you due to ultimate cowardliness.

I drove this morning and 2 cars at different roads blew their horns on me! No accidents there but seriously, where is the love? It was early in the morning, I gave a proper signal, I may be a Mini Cooper (small vehicle) but I drive quite fast, Charlie (our car’s name) roar and run like a race car!! Actually I was a bit close and furious; I guess that’s what happened for a gal looking for an excitement.

Going back to Tobak, I emailed him to tell him that his article was impressive. I hope this post is another good creation for sharing his amazing ideas to the rest.

What have you created today?


[1: 1,414 of 10,000] Good News: Opportunities Are Endless

In Article on March 16, 2015 at 10:24 AM

Isn’t that beautiful – Good News: Opportunities Are Endless!!!

Let us pause a moment and enjoy that one statement.

I heard about the old saying, if you’re not ready, then it becomes a lost opportunity; but if they continue the string of thoughts… but opportunities are endless, continue doing what you love and be on to the next one or create the next opportunity.

Creating Opportunities in Your Engineering Career is Easier Than You Think

Again, take a moment, and let it sink in – Opportunities are endless.

As long as we are breathing we can do something, the moment we die then it is probably out of our control but a work created out of passion lingers and lives on.

What is your hesitation? What is your fear? Silent that little annoying voice inside your head that stopped you for doing what you were meant to do, even it requires hard work, go for it, never give up, never lose hope and faith, and keep believing on miracles.

It’s a beautiful day to be alive.

[1: 1,413 of 10,000] Careful When Citing Example

In Article on March 15, 2015 at 10:04 AM

One’s writing requires integrity. In these days of Internet where people find it fun to quote someone’s story is quite easy, some writers even commit the mistake of putting unsuspecting fraud in their book, like for instance Lance Armstrong.

Lance Armstrong

He proved in action that he was a champion for 7 consecutive times in a cycling competition, which we later find out that he was using drugs to actually make that happen. We believed he is capable, with the additional sensational story that he was battling an illness. It is quite disappointing to cite supposedly great people to inspire us all that we can do the impossible; I remember one book that I adore that cited Lance as an example and for a bit to me the author loses its credibility. It is difficult to know for sure that people are who we perceived to be. Heck even our own perceptions change depending on own current circumstance! So what do we do? We just need to be forgiving. We all make mistakes and only through making a lot of mistakes (hopefully not the same holes over and over) that give us the insights and right instincts.

What do we come up with the Armstrong story? Yes we couldn’t forget that he was doping and lying but someday, someone really great, an honest to goodness cyclist could prove that winning Le Tour de France for even more than 7 consecutive times is possible – maybe soon! Or we could believe in ourselves that we don’t always need other people to strive harder for greatness, we just need to believe in ourselves, we are a miracle individually, imagine a tiny sperm and egg cells united and boom you are developed into a beautiful human being, that should be a great basis for greatness and what we do everyday should be a testament to honouring our way to greatness. I’m saying way because unless we live to serve with true love, then reexamine why do you exist at all.


[1: 1,390 of 10,000] Thank You 2014

In Journal on December 30, 2014 at 10:17 PM


It was another wonderful year.

I am immensely grateful for the fascinating 365 days whether I cried or laughed.

At the end of tomorrow, I know that I am loved by God unconditionally.

I have 2 beautiful sisters that I am committed to love for the rest of my life.

I am surprisingly grateful to my colleagues who trust and respect me.

Extremely blessed with the new experience.

Knowing that I have truly love a person.

Gaining control that dreamy wrong things need to end.

Miracles happen when pursued.

The world is kind to a loving heart.

I am happy to say good bye and merci to 2014 and for 2015…

Positive Vibes in 2015



[1: 1,381 of 10,000] The Choice We Make

In Article on December 5, 2014 at 4:23 PM

It baffles me that being an adult doesn’t still give us the wisdom to choose the right one, because we find it difficult to accept the consequences and taking responsibility not to cause agony even to people we believe we love. Why could we see ourselves trying to hurt back or take revenge?

Why couldn’t I settled to draw a clear line and never ever cross it? Because being humane needs to be involved, and I was never born to be silent when I see something is very wrong.

Our choice right now defines our next move. I have to gather my wit and this time I have to just think about me and how I will create a ripple that would bless my heart with pure joy. I will be brave because I can hold on to God. I will keep my intentions clean, my thought pure, my actions impeccable, my words kind, and my fire light up and moving.

13 Reasons

[1: 1,380 of 10,000] I Am So Scared

In Journal on December 5, 2014 at 3:04 PM

I’m scared because I don’t know how will I do it but I know inside my heart that I got to do something wonderful if I want to be striving to be alive. I kept myself in the mud for a long time that I am unclear of my dreams anymore. The basic run down, I know I want to be happy, fulfilled, purposeful, and surrounded with the right people.

I am scared that I will trust people too fast again that I get my heart broken all over with disappointments for not being revered the way I hoped and longed for. My head couldn’t focused with the right materials because I am imprisoned with my doubts and demons.

I have to act, I got to move, I got to be brave, and yes I have to pour my heart in again.

Work At Home

[1: 1,379 of 10,000] Forgiveness Is Powerful

In Article on December 5, 2014 at 2:36 PM


I think people who truly forgive are saints. It’s freaking difficult. It’s hard to say it’s okay and then you remember why you were mad at a person in the first place then the mind gets disoriented and emotions gets shabby pissed.

I kept repeating that I shall forgive myself and him. I kept insisting that I should not judge. I kept stopping myself to stop cursing. I kept trying to forget because I know karma is a bitch. I am trying every strength that I have to wish all of them well.

I want to move on. I want to be happy and living my dream. I want to forgive and forget.

[1: 1,374 of 10,000] Why The Obsession?

In Journal on December 2, 2014 at 10:03 AM

I am obsessed about obsessing.

Heightening simple things into a dramatic splendour.

Happy DecemberWith that danger, I better focus my energy to the beautiful things beginning this December, my favourite amongst the 12 months because 3 of my beloved celebrate their birthday starting from my Mom (RIP), my baby Sissy, and how wouldn’t I be ecstatic of my saviour Jesus.

It’s a good decision of instead of repeatedly suffering for the wrong thoughts, replaying how things could have been, I may actually just be jolly, shut off the negativity, and be uplifted with the perfect beautiful things. For the first time for a long time, I was dreaming about the future, scary but optimistic, and it needed my attention now.

This is really discipline, be stubborn to go after what is right, what doesn’t destruct me from what I believe, and be okay for the things I couldn’t control.

Hello positivity, I see you.