Yor Ryeter

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[1: 1,978 of 10,000] My Own Photo Brings Sadness

In Letter on March 11, 2020 at 7:51 AM

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Dear Adam,

I was afraid that I am starting to fall for you so I said goodbye. Why was my goodbye doesn’t feel like an ending? I have not told you my truth, my fears, and I will have my photographs with the saddest eyes to remind me that I have opened my heart to love but have not stayed to let it grow.

Our story was a whirlwind that as fast as it started comes the faster ending. I have this strong belief that love doesn’t need to feel painful or contrite; it should have enough space for understanding that it’s easy and it flows. We both agree that relationship needs work, but NOT THIS, not shutting off without speaking our truths.

I have said goodbye to you and you didn’t respond. I have reached out to tell you I am sorry and not afraid anymore but you didn’t respond. I’m not making any more imaginary reasons in my head of why you won’t reply because it’s painful like my heart is breaking into more pieces than I wanted to count and end up shedding tears. Whether you read this or not, I am letting you go.

Thank you for healing me of my fear to speak my truth. It was a lesson of a lifetime that I needed to face. It would have been nice if you’ll hear it from me but there are circumstance in this world that I will not question for their validity but requires my faith to trust. May you be happy, may you recognize your wholeness, and may you always be strong as I’ve known you yet gentle to live and to love in this lifetime.

I love you.

Photo by Sander Weeteling on Unsplash

[1: 1,859 of 10,000] Wishful Kid

In Letter on January 13, 2017 at 2:48 PM

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Dear Heaven,

I couldn’t contain my excitement, you hear my prayer, and I could sense that it’s going to come true soon. I just give you my big smile, utter my thank you, and send you my kisses.

I love my life. Tom Ford just inspired me that his life could end in a blink and he won’t do what he doesn’t enjoy. Barrack Obama is giving such eloquent speeches that makes me excited to take the podium and speak my mind. Jewel has gone through so much in her teens and yet here she is who understood living in the present. It is such a marvelous guidance that you constantly give us.

I am grateful for all.

Love,

Yor

[1: 1,850 of 10,000] Dear Loyalty

In Letter on January 6, 2017 at 11:35 PM

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Dear Loyalty,

Our company laid off quite a handful of people, and I could sense that when business is not doing well, some company leaders agreed that it is a normal business decision to restructure.

At 36, I could see the reason behind married people calling it quit even if they’ve started with love and that it seemed to last forever. Just like in a company, you don’t expect to be working at the same company for the rest of your life. One, there’s retirement as they call it. Two, there’s a greener pasture on the other field.

Yet, there is that one word, you… ‘loyalty’. What can you say about all these circumstances? Where they part of life that need to happened; and we find you in some part. Or your essence exist because you do spring hope of endurance at least for some time?

Have I met you? Will I experience you forever? I know I did, and if there’s one strong and consistent reason that I should exercise you at all times, it is when I am loyal to myself, above all else. To be loyal to live my life. That’s wonderful, and that is indeed enough.

Nice to meet you.

Yor

[1: 1,663 of 10,000] Dear God

In Letter on November 26, 2015 at 7:34 AM

Dear God,

There are so many things that I am learning and there are few things that are challenging my patience and peace. I am so scared to fail, to be shamed, to let people down, to lose my concentration, to be unhealthy, to be worn out, or in totality to be unsuccessful in this new arena that I entered.

I know you see my every move. I really need you. I humbly ask for your blessings and request that You send the Holy Spirit that I will always stay in the right path with the right mind set and never doubt my ability to do my responsibility.

I am getting weary and yet I don’t want to fail in this test. I have faith in the miracles that you will provide me with that will bless the works of my hands. I thank you for that. And always, I am thankful for the laughters that I release, the joy for seeing the beauty surrounding me, and the seed in my heart that I am forevermore loved.

With so much good hope and gratefulness,

Yor

[1: 1,501 of 10,000] The Letter That Was Never Sent

In Letter on June 18, 2015 at 11:40 PM

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My Dearest T,

You felt that I am in love with you and I find no reason to admit it because I was not supposed to be drawn to you. I could not understand why did I fall for you, intoxicated with your lust, or is it the virgin in me that needed to belong and craved your possessiveness.

Why did you cheat on your wife? Why do you think it was all right to hurt another heart that adores you? Why do you think I would not give your wife the courtesy to tell the truth about your betrayal after you said you have changed? Yes I was jealous, hurt, but more than my own feeling I want women to be respected and loved without disloyalty.

You accused me of breaking your marriage, oh if you could only read my heart that I was moving far away so I may pray that your relationship flourishes. You were upset that I open wounds, but how can you heal a wound you kept running away from instead of curing it. I am sorry I pried to open a secret you’ve been hiding.

You have cursed me, demanded that I should be ashamed, questioned my values, mocked what honor do I bring to my dead parents, sworn you don’t want to see or hear from me, and never will you forgive me. I leave you the space that was yours, and I will wish that one day when the anger diminishes, you’ll remember I have always valued to be truthful and there is no way I could lie to a woman who asked me to be her friend and give her honesty that you’ve deprived.

May the choices you’ve made was worth all the pain and pleasure. I never regret a single thing I did, not even the part that I have loved you, but maybe there were people we do meant to meet to bid good bye for good. I will never apologise nor will I ever attempt to speak and see you again, but when you’re ready to listen, I will tell you I am sorry I never trusted your judgment and believed that you’re capable of being honest and no need to say good bye because it never had started.

Thank you,

S

[1: 1,350 of 10,000] I Love You Beautiful

In Letter on October 11, 2014 at 1:14 AM

Yellow FlowersDear Beautiful,

I love you. I will not start with all the beautiful things about you but I would start the letter of how I truly feel about you, I love you.

I love you for all the right reasons and trust me even beyond. You are the most selfless being I have known in my entire life; even if you pretend that you don’t care you pour your heart into tears and you do what is right, what is humble, what is great. I love your laughters without pretensions, without judgment, but filled with pure joy, delight in life, and a music of love.

I feel like the luckiest man in the world that your eyes sparkle with my presence, and with that I commit loving you for the rest of my life. You are my match and I will never be tired to bring you flowers, remind how much you are loved, and how thankful I am that I wake up with you by my side. I care for you, I am so in love with you.

There are moments that we fight and we both know those both breaks our hearts but the fight will never be because we hated each other but because we get too crazy and we love each other too much that we work it out. We are living our dream, filled with the sweetest kisses, and making love with much passion.

You know how much I love you? Although I couldn’t measure, I would try to describe the unknown. I love you without fear of losing you because I know that with the kind of true love that we have it will surpass any time. It is so pure and anointed by God that it lasts.

I love you with all your quirks and your obsession with everything beautiful. If I could catch a rainbow, I would bring it home to make you smile; but the thing is you are a rainbow that gives life to my nervous beating heart.

So how did I do for my first love letter now that I am your husband for the 1st day? I promise you that marry me and I will always be at your side, and this is just the beginning of our adventure.

I love you with all that I am.

From your most beloved husband.