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[1: 2,051 of 10,000] Self-love On Valentine’s

In Journal on February 14, 2021 at 11:12 PM

This year is the most special Valentine’s Day I could ever appreciate in my adult life because I know the value of self-love. I feel so whole and I recognize my self-worth that I don’t look for outside validation and acceptance. My cup is full that I am able to give without expecting.

My healthy self-love will reflect my quality relationships with people who will not deplete my energy but instead inspire me to gain more passion towards feeling alive. My healthy boundaries make me honest of what I am feeling and recline to self-care until I’m rejuvenated to join the world again.

I have nothing to prove to the world. I don’t have to conform to the relentless need of rushing and worrying. I have a responsibility though to check in with myself to what truly makes me joyful, what lightens my heart and what do I need to heal and a burden to let go. Each of us is in our own path of growth and we can’t expect to be at the same pace at all times and that’s absolutely fine. We have to honor what resonates with us.

There was a moment that I never stopped to pause and ask what fills me up. I thought I’m Superman that I can keep on giving the people that I adore with care and surprises only to realize it’s not sustainable. It brought me sadness that when I finally halt and asked what makes me happy and I couldn’t answer so I knew it’s time to focus the priority on me.

I will not wait for another human being to save me and love me, I am taking charge of my life and I’ll sweep me off my feet. I finally start chipping away the blockages that I created to not access unconditional love that has always been available, my truest essence, the human’s superpower.

[1: 2,029 of 10,000] Rules I Made

In Poem on November 29, 2020 at 6:58 PM

Don’t smoke
Don’t lie
Don’t be pessimistic
Don’t hide
Don’t panic
Don’t rush
Don’t be spoiled
Don’t be harsh
Don’t be unkind
Don’t self-loath
Don’t be hopeless
Don’t run

Stay to know me
Stay to love me
Stay to be loved
Stay to grow
Stay to be silly
Stay for adventure
Stay for the unknown
Stay to plunge
Stay to bare
Stay for joy
Stay for excitement
Stay for life

[1: 2,023 of 10,000] What Am I Made Of?

In Article on November 24, 2020 at 6:38 AM

Indulge me to explore the true essence of what I’m made of, it lasts and can’t be contained. It can’ be defined too although human have tried to capture its magic.

Do you know what I’m made of?

Stardust is the form but the formless, the real essence, is LOVE.

I am made of love. If I’m made of love, it means I can love, I can feel love, I understand love, and any time that I don’t it means I have built the wall not to receive it, I’ve closed my vessel, or I’ve stopped flowing.

I have times that I forgot what my true essence and it wasn’t fun, life isn’t easy, and my hope especially that now I know better is I have the power to choose. I have to rest and heal my hurt and then move again.

I love my life and I will maximize all the experience that I can. I will never stop testing my limits, and I will not be afraid to say I am sorry because I don’t know everything and it’s fun discovering what am capable of exploring. I will always say, “Thank you life for letting me play.”

[1: 2,019 of 10,000] Afraid of Making Mistakes

In List on November 19, 2020 at 8:33 PM
Photo by Kenny Luo on Unsplash

I have gone through so much in life that I already know what I don’t like to happen again. I started being scared of what have happened to the people closest to me that I take every positive course so I can to avoid every single one.

What am I afraid of?

  • Be in a position to ask someone who am not close to for loan. I don’t have any loan from a bank or from anyone at this point and I’m so keen of keeping it that way.
  • Die of heart attack like my father or suffer cancer and eventually passed like my mother. It’s my responsibility to take care of my health if I want to have the vibrancy to live.
  • Be pregnant out of wedlock or from an illicit affair because I believe children need a healthy family to grow up. A family member had an affair and had a child, and no one took care of the child.
  • Marry the wrong person because I don’t want to go through separation or divorce. I have always believed marriage is supposed to be sacred and binding as long as both are living.
  • Die alone in my own home and will only be found after a few days. It happened to one of my college adviser and I thought that’s sad.

There are more fears that I have to take a look, and while am looking at them, I have to be patient of my inner child to know that it’s okay to feel those sadness and worries, but after that I got to focus on the positive things.

I’m here to live a human experience and expand my soul. I’m here to be willing to step into the unknown, be ready to make unintentional mistakes, learn, and take another shot. It’s good that I value things, to have a stand, but not on the point of only focusing on what’s bad but as fast as I can look at the opposite of my fear and have only that in my attention.

I also have to remember, whenever I am choosing to be afraid, I am saying no to love. Loving in life is the right way, the easy way, and yet I am okay to have a little hiccup if it means I’ll grow stronger and wiser having my experience as my own teacher. Today, I’m not afraid of making mistake, I am more for being able to live!

[1: 2,017 of 10,000] Discerning Who Enters

In Article on November 18, 2020 at 4:51 AM
Photo by Famara Marmiesse on Unsplash

I have to be discerning of what enters my sacred space. What energy do I allow to come in? Am I over extending myself? Am I taking forces that drain my focus? Have I gone off track for a pleasure detour and assess is it worth it?

All is well. There’s no need of taking life too heavy, serious, and calculating every moves like the end is near, there’s no end, there’s only every moment that’s fleeting.

I just completed a bunch of Christmas cards to mail to family, friends, and additional new people I came across this year who helped me with my spiritual journey. I write my messages with the intention that they will feel my unconditional love.

Lately, I have been loving to say to a person, “You are love and loved.” For me to satisfy in contributing to the “loved” is to show how I care for people, putting in the effort, curating a surprise, and that’s a life where love flows, goes around, and multiplies.

I have closed doors to some people in my life who gave me the feeling of am being used repeatedly, not recognized for my value, and I now know how to set healthy boundaries to stop me from spinning my head.

I have incorporated discernment into my life, because my journey is unique to me. I follow my joy, my excitement, my desire, my curiosity, and most of all creating the life that brings me peace.

[1: 2,013 of 10,000] Surfacing Memories

In Journal on November 14, 2020 at 9:42 PM

I have been remembering childhood memories more vividly and with the remembrance of the oneness of all, with the resonance that define the true essence of life centered to love, and human has soul that move in eternity making this lifetime as fleeting but leaves marks… they are coming alive in a whole new light.

I am more forgiving of every human most especially to me. I am savoring what’s good in every memory and seeing the screaming magic I missed. I am grateful that I’m still alive, do incredible things and create new memories that are kind, open, and loving.

I want to be as spontaneous as David Chappelle living in a community of artists and regular folks. It’s nice to show up in the world with the truest Self. Make good memory that would mark history that when souls look back at it it is going to be revered and human will never doubt magic ever again.

[1: 2,006 of 10,000] Calling

In Article on November 7, 2020 at 8:02 PM

Did you ever experience being called to something unknown but there’s a deeper knowing that you’re going to be okay, better than you could ever been?

Did you ever felt that you’re special, unique beyond measures, and yet one and the same with all.

I am called to have faith that my duality will lead me to a whole life. In me is a feminine and masculine energies, both important, equal, and divine.

I am called to harness my creativity. Feel life moving through me and catch the spark of love emanating. To add focus because I do have the desire to share my testament that peace, healing, and believing to love are achievable.

It will not always be a rosy journey and in those moments, I am then called to keep a positive attitude. In my darkest hours when I was younger, I don’t normally grief, I default to becoming optimistic and trusts that there’s a positive spin, a good reason of why things turned out the way they did. Now that I’ve grown, I see the value of recognizing the moments to feel the pain, give myself a time to cry, and then comfort myself that I’ve learned a valuable lesson, and when I’m strong enough, take the step to move forward, baby steps if need be.

What are you called to do?

[1: 2,000 of 10,000] Wake Up Heart

In Poem on October 26, 2020 at 6:18 AM
Photo by Alex Shutin on Unsplash

I wait for the sun to rise
Behind the tall buildings
Expectantly I know it’s coming
As its rays slowly peeking

I close my eyes to feel
Its light kissing my face
Powerful, warm, unapologetic
Making my heart race peaks

Wake up I say to my heart
Rise up I say to my mind
Laugh with your belly
Breathe life leisurely

I own the day
I choose to love
Om I say
Am worthy, am enough

[1: 1,996 of 10,000] Don’t Be Afraid

In Article on October 9, 2020 at 8:11 PM

There are so many things going on in the world. Nothing changed in my life in terms of still having a busy day at work yet I know how challenging it has been for others who lost loved ones, separated from families, unable to physically connect, and a new calling for awakening to end racism, child abuse and female degradation.

There are so many things we don’t know that’s happening behind the scenes and no matter how much I deny it I have been changing spiritually. I am drawn to terms like lightworker, Earth angel, Source Energy, Law of Attraction from the Teachings of Abraham, Everything is Spiritual from Rob Bell, and I’m getting my hands on tarot and oracle cards. I have a deep desire to understand energy and shed light to love.

There are so many things going on around us but if I go within, I have this incredible knowing that I don’t have to be afraid. All is well. In my little corner in the world, I can continue to shine light to joy, kindness, and when I falter I forgive myself. I am doing something for doing what I love, write, work, rest and keep an open mind.

I don’t know what tomorrow brings. I don’t know why the past had happened. I do know though that at this very moment, I can find peace to where I am, and that’s enough. At this moment, I have time to meditate, do yoga, have a comfortable home for a private space and I have entertainment that celebrates beauty, life and growth. I’m grateful that I’m alive, I’m grateful that I get to wake up because I can experience to dream, make plans and collaborate with the Universe that has perfect timing that aims for my full well-being.

[1: 1,992 of 10,000] The Eyes Of Source

In Journal on April 18, 2020 at 11:09 PM

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Every time I love a man, and even if it’s unrequited there is the genuine part in me that I could see their human fears, the reason why a relationship cannot work, and yet when I do shower the eyes of the Source, I can love them unconditionally.

I have my own lenses based on ego or fear too, and I know that they have theirs, but if we only drop the shield that blocks us to love, we can work any relationship.

I am capable of loving anyone. But romance, oh that kind of love, I also look for a man that sparks an attraction and excitement, someone that aligns with our individual calling in this lifetime, and that I’m getting ready for. Knowing what I value makes it easier to let go of what will not work for equal partnership.

May I always see with my heart not from my lens out of fears.

Photo by Michael Liao on Unsplash