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[1: 1,992 of 10,000] The Eyes Of Source

In Journal on April 18, 2020 at 11:09 PM

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Every time I love a man, and even if it’s unrequited there is the genuine part in me that I could see their human fears, the reason why a relationship cannot work, and yet when I do shower the eyes of the Source, I can love them unconditionally.

I have my own lenses based on ego or fear too, and I know that they have theirs, but if we only drop the shield that blocks us to love, we can work any relationship.

I am capable of loving anyone. But romance, oh that kind of love, I also look for a man that sparks an attraction and excitement, someone that aligns with our individual calling in this lifetime, and that I’m getting ready for. Knowing what I value makes it easier to let go of what will not work for equal partnership.

May I always see with my heart not from my lens out of fears.

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[1: 1,989 of 10,000] Worth Waiting

In Short Story on April 11, 2020 at 6:48 PM

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Carly was intensely browsing the books. Taking one out of the shelves, flip the back and go through its pages to examine, put it back, and then select another. Out of her sight is a gentleman amused of her. He noticed her subtle mannerism of quizzical look, gently brushing her hair to tuck in her right ear, he watches her stack of bracelets slides back and forth as she chooses one book to another.

She’s getting frustrated, she dreamt of a book but couldn’t find it in a pile. All she remembers is a blue cover, she loves reading and knows she recognizes it, but couldn’t possibly dig it out of her brain. Suddenly, she feels an energy that someone is watching her, she turns around and saw a man staring at her. James knew he’s caught, so he won’t let this moment pass and walk towards her.

“Hi.”

“Do I know you?” for some weird reason, even the guy in front of her looks familiar but couldn’t bring herself to remember him too.

“I don’t know. I’m sorry, it may be weird, yet it is weird, let’s call it as it is, I was watching you. You looked disturbed,” and he let go of a confident and charming smile.

“Oh! I dream about this book, and I know I recognize it, but I couldn’t seem to find it.”

“Maybe I can help you. What do you remember about the book?”

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[1: 1,987 of 10,000] Life’s Plot Twist

In List on April 8, 2020 at 6:10 AM

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Life seems to have a twist of its own, a trick in its sleeves, and human beings are the manifesters whether deliberately, unconsciously, reluctantly, or have forgotten he was the author of his life from different lifetimes.

Certain emotions don’t last forever, I take comfort that I can be feeling pain and joy for moments. The plot twist is I could hold on to the ones I believed to be true and consistent.

  1. I am loved unconditionally by the divine.
  2. I am able to give and receive love.
  3. I can control my attitude and my response in every situation.
  4. If I will strive something consistently, it’s to find stillness within me that brings peace to my spirit.
  5. I don’t need to understand everything even the powerful love.
  6. I don’t need to rush through life.
  7. Freedom, free will, and voluntariness are my power or downfall depending on my choices.
  8. The beauty is in the journey and the destination is the cherry on top.
  9. We need each other but we need to fill our cup full on our own first.
  10. Explore your fear and know that they are not real. What then you ask? Choose bravery and move forward even if you’re scared because life that’s made of love got you.

Photo by Charles Deluvio on Unsplash

[1: 1,986 of 10,000] It Takes A Broken Heart To Receive Love

In Article on April 6, 2020 at 6:47 AM

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My last two experience of a broken heart always leads me to ask deeper questions about why am I really alive. Profound that it took me to let my heart break into pieces to find a sensible meaning out in the world to glue it stronger this time, again. The cracked heart learned to be forgiving, resilient to trust love and going through the painful process of looking myself and pointing out where am I being asked to grow and expand even more.

I’ve read and believed that being vulnerable is healthy and yet here I am building thick walls and hiding my deepest and truest feelings with flawed defences that I don’t want to be hurt by admitting that I’m falling in love only to choose to get hurt by leaving a connection without telling my truth. From this moment on, I promise that I will never deprive myself to speak my truth even if I will end up rejected because that way I know that I no longer have a burden to carry, an unspoken love.

Oh, LOVE! You filled me with joy and excitement, you pushed me to grow through pain, and you excite me to discover and satiate the mystery of life in awe. Oh, LOVE! I will never blame you for existing because you’re me and anyone who said that don’t know you will be lying. I want to stop lying to myself because I want to feel this very moment of your caress and with that I’m satisfied!

Photo by Denise Johnson on Unsplash

[1: 1,983 of 10,000] Speaking My Truth

In Journal on March 29, 2020 at 8:44 PM

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My soul is burning for love and I have been trying to find my way back into it. The Source that is boundless and eternal and it was a struggle when I fill my mind with streams of noise instead of letting the stillness in.

I have the blindspot for doing it faster like my life depended on it. I have lived so many lives, do I really need to rush or slow down and witness the unfolding of life before my eyes and marvel to its beauty?

Everything that I ever need is within me. I don’t need anyone to complete me. I have to be full to reach my ultimate potential and be the best creator that I can be just like the Source that intricately weaves us all together.

Life is vast and evolving and each of us is contributing to its infinite expansion. With that appreciation of every human life, it’s getting clearer, I love who I am and I am one with everyone. As much as I love everyone, we all have our different path, a burning desire to follow through. My journey doesn’t include bringing all souls with me; but I can try, I most certainly can try but not compulsory and not required because as I travel my own so does others. The enlightenment that we so seek will make the call, and we will not miss it, even if it means taking several lifetimes.

Nothing we do will ever be wrong because it’s a detour to make a shift. I see you and the content of your heart, I could never put the right words but I feel it. I will never be able to define love but I can feel it. When I do feel it, my tears roll not because of sadness but for its pureness of truth that clears the cloud of fears, doubts, and deceit.

Photo by Harli Marten on Unsplash

[1: 1,982 of 10,000] My Magic Wand Worked

In Poem on March 27, 2020 at 1:01 AM

You’re too good
And you’re true
Holding my hands
While we sip our coffees
Your blue eyes
Locked to my brown eyes
Then fireworks start blasting
Over the roof
All the way to the moon
Every touch is an electricity
Stronger
Longer
Passionate warm kisses
Exchanged
Friskier
Lovelier
Is this what forever feels like?
Heaven looked like?
True love is?
YES, I’ll marry you
Today and any day
I’m yours
You’re mine

[1: 1,981 of 10,000] My Current Favorites That Make My Heart Sings

In List on March 21, 2020 at 6:33 AM
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Soft served ice cream from Japan and the green one is Matcha with gold dusting, fancy huh! 😛

I’m in charge of what I feel! It’s my responsibility to find a better feeling thought. One of the secrets of feeling good is making a list of your favorites. Another secret, if you’re feeling good it’s the best time to manifest anything you want and make that Law of Attraction works for you.

  1. I love ice cream and I love the Matcha soft serve ice cream in Japan.
  2. I love the Amazing Day song of Coldplay that I’ve only discovered lately.
  3. I love my new Dior Rose Des Vents bracelet with malachite stone. It’s a lucky one!
  4. I love my grey Stella McCartney tee shirt, so soft!
  5. I love flowers, they brighten my day!
  6. I love notebooks and I have 8++ active ones for different subjects.
  7. I love my Dubai apartment and in times like this that working at home is advisable I’m so grateful that I’m in a space that I so love!
  8. I love words!
  9. I love and grateful to all my guardian angels guiding and surprising me!
  10. I love my life!

What’s yours?

[1: 1,978 of 10,000] My Own Photo Brings Sadness

In Letter on March 11, 2020 at 7:51 AM

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Dear Adam,

I was afraid that I am starting to fall for you so I said goodbye. Why was my goodbye doesn’t feel like an ending? I have not told you my truth, my fears, and I will have my photographs with the saddest eyes to remind me that I have opened my heart to love but have not stayed to let it grow.

Our story was a whirlwind that as fast as it started comes the faster ending. I have this strong belief that love doesn’t need to feel painful or contrite; it should have enough space for understanding that it’s easy and it flows. We both agree that relationship needs work, but NOT THIS, not shutting off without speaking our truths.

I have said goodbye to you and you didn’t respond. I have reached out to tell you I am sorry and not afraid anymore but you didn’t respond. I’m not making any more imaginary reasons in my head of why you won’t reply because it’s painful like my heart is breaking into more pieces than I wanted to count and end up shedding tears. Whether you read this or not, I am letting you go.

Thank you for healing me of my fear to speak my truth. It was a lesson of a lifetime that I needed to face. It would have been nice if you’ll hear it from me but there are circumstance in this world that I will not question for their validity but requires my faith to trust. May you be happy, may you recognize your wholeness, and may you always be strong as I’ve known you yet gentle to live and to love in this lifetime.

I love you.

Photo by Sander Weeteling on Unsplash

[1: 1,977 of 10,000] Willingly In Love

In Poem on March 4, 2020 at 10:10 PM

I wake up with immediate thought of your name
Was it because I have not forgotten you?
Or I don’t want to let you go?

I grow fonder the more I think of you
But how do I right my wrong?
I’m falling in love with you
Willingly

 

[1: 1,976 of 10,000] The Greatest Positive Distraction In Life

In Article on February 7, 2020 at 6:33 AM

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If I am weary waiting for a man to send me a message, agitating for a someone or something to happen… I have to push myself to do a “positive” distraction to not lose my mind.

Before I go for the good distraction, I should confess my current rabbit hole mood and that’s watching Tarot Card reading for my horoscope in YouTube, geez too excited to find out about the future! Or starting a whole new series to watch in Netflix, it’s a whole new commitment so I better check how many episodes and how long each episode is.

Now the good stuff, there’s one key ingredient of what’s in the greatest distraction and it should be doing something that I love or similar to what am truly passionate about. Anything that brings me joy without guilt but peace are key. For instance, writing a blog, reading a helpful book for my learning or growth or entertainment, or going out to connect with other people. These distractions make me forget time and draws me into a flow.

What’s your positive distraction?

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