Yor Ryeter

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[1: 1,832 of 10,000] Not A Decade Late

In Journal on December 12, 2016 at 11:09 AM

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No one can really tell what the future holds, we can only taste the essence of love and hope, but beyond that the details are unknown.

It will never be my right to judge the decision of people today because the future can only tell if it was meant to be.

So zip it Yor, it’s the last time you’ll ever question the birth of your nephew. No more why now and not later? Let it be.

[1: 1,758 of 10,000] Creepy Silence

In Journal on July 19, 2016 at 12:00 AM

Room

Is it just me who feel the creeps in a room that is silent especially when I am stepping into it for the first time. It never grows old, I walk to a silent room and my stomach starts to churn freakily and my heart rate changes. It will take a few minutes before I stabilise.

Is that a budding fear that makes me feel scared of the unknown?

I don’t know but it will never stop me to keep entering new rooms for the rest of my life.

[1: 1,505 of 10,000] The Only Option Left Is Trusting You

In Journal on June 22, 2015 at 8:18 PM

End

Is this finally the ultimate test of my faith? Giving up everything to start fresh. And yes, I recognise the strength inside me that I am not going to fail because I got you, which you have planted all along. I also feel the hint of stabs to my heart that some relationship ends because trust is in question.

I will take this walk of the unknown and it feels right. No turning back, no hesitation, and no second guesses. Thank you that you taught me to smile, laugh, and have fun amidst my hybernation mode. I’ll be okay. You never left me down, you’re the only one who made everything all right and I should never ask help from anyone else again unless they came from you.

My only option left is trusting you. I love you.

[1: 1,477 of 10,000] Dead End

In Journal on May 25, 2015 at 7:40 PM

It feels like my world reached the dead end and as much as I did cry and shamelessly did a little bit of self-loathing, I couldn’t bring myself to give up. I just couldn’t agree that my life ends this way. It’s nothing dramatic like I am dying but I start to question my real worth to be still occupying a space in this world.

Onward

I have never been so vulnerable. Trying things I could never imagine to claim a little bit of happiness. I am trying my best to live a thoughtful life. I am praying that I hear God’s guidance. I couldn’t hear Him and I am not going to stop to getting up everyday and do what I know could make a difference.

I couldn’t understand why can’t I stop chasing my own tail? Why a step forward leads to so many wrong turns? Where am I headed? I know it’s going to be good and it is just so difficult to have no control of things. I am learning everyday, may be right now, all I am supposed to be is a student of trusting the unknown.