I’m scared even starting to journal about my growing feeling. I am starting to like someone and somebody and I’m scared that I end up hurting myself again. It’s one of the things that I couldn’t handle. Maybe this time it is different but it all looked like the last time. Must move on.
To distract me I try to think of Tarzan, I mean Alexander Skarsgard, who is with Alexa Chung, errr back to Tarzan. Focus, smoldering eyes, tall, handsome, soft spoken, and wait he’s Swedish, errr back to Tarzan!