[1: 1,988 of 10,000] Birth, Death, Rebirth

I live my life with no desire. I live as it goes.

I discovered things that I like and don’t.

I start choosing, limiting yet expanding at the same time.

I found out what I like needs time, takes a process, entails waiting and caring.

The hardest of all, dreaming, conjuring, and pouring my heart into it only to let go of control.

The Universe sees all the concoctions made from each person in the world. In its might, it stirs the air and the wind, moves the earth and the waves, and whispers to the spirits and awakens the souls.

The moment I rest in peace, everything made clear.

I asked to do it all over again. To be part of the creators. With both pain and joy. I told myself remember to not suffer but be aligned and be at peace.

But as the Universe has its own collective, unique, and masterful plan.

I was born again. I forgot.

With enough intensity, I start to remember. And here I go again.

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[1: 1,987 of 10,000] Life’s Plot Twist

Life seems to have a twist of its own, a trick in its sleeves, and human beings are the manifesters whether deliberately, unconsciously, reluctantly, or have forgotten he was the author of his life from different lifetimes.

Certain emotions don’t last forever, I take comfort that I can be feeling pain and joy for moments. The plot twist is I could hold on to the ones I believed to be true and consistent.

1. I am loved unconditionally by the divine.
2. I am able to give and receive love.
3. I can control my attitude and my response in every situation.
4. If I will strive something consistently, it’s to find stillness within me that brings peace to my spirit.
5. I don’t need to understand everything even the powerful love.
6. I don’t need to rush through life.
7. Freedom, free will, and voluntariness are my power or downfall depending on my choices.
8. The beauty is in the journey and the destination is the cherry on top.
9. We need each other but we need to fill our cup full on our own first.
10. Explore your fear and know that they are not real. What then you ask? Choose bravery and move forward even if you’re scared because life that’s made of love got you.

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[1: 1,981 of 10,000] My Current Favorites That Make My Heart Sings

Soft served ice cream from Japan and the green one is Matcha with gold dusting, fancy huh! 😛

I’m in charge of what I feel! It’s my responsibility to find a better feeling thought. One of the secrets of feeling good is making a list of your favorites. Another secret, if you’re feeling good it’s the best time to manifest anything you want and make that Law of Attraction works for you.

1. I love ice cream and I love the Matcha soft serve ice cream in Japan.
2. I love the Amazing Day song of Coldplay that I’ve only discovered lately.
3. I love my new Dior Rose Des Vents bracelet with malachite stone. It’s a lucky one!
4. I love my grey Stella McCartney tee shirt, so soft!
5. I love flowers, they brighten my day!
6. I love notebooks and I have 8++ active ones for different subjects.
7. I love my Dubai apartment and in times like this that working at home is advisable I’m so grateful that I’m in a space that I so love!
8. I love words!
9. I love and grateful to all my guardian angels guiding and surprising me!
10. I love my life!

What’s yours?

[1: 1,979 of 10,000] Tell Me, What’s Your Deepest & Purest Desires?

“You have a magnificent vision as a result of what you’ve lived. In fact, you were born to live in that contrast to give birth to that dream, that’s why it’s so big to you.”
–Abraham Hicks

• I am love and loved unconditionally.
• I am connected to everyone and everything.
• I see a world that we love and care for one another.
• I see men freely connected, flowing, and enjoying life.
• I see a world that keeps on expanding because of our deepest and purest desires.
• I see this world as a reflection of our expression of love in life.
• God is love and if God is in each one of us then we are all love.
• The oppositive of fear is love.
• Why will I choose fear over love when love is my birthright?

Below are beautiful words from Abraham Hicks:

• Love is vibrational alignment with source.
• Love is the absence of resistance.
• I love you so much I don’t care what you think.
• The world is changing more to the things that I love.

[1: 1,970 of 10,000] 10 Reasons Why I Love My New Dubai Apartment

It is really tiring moving from one apartment to another and this is my 5th apartment after living a decade in Dubai. I move almost every 2 years, it seems like a thing here, but this is the place that my sissy and I made it our own style. I love going home to it.

1. It’s brand new yet not very expensive. Who doesn’t love to be the first person to use the bathtub and toilet? I enjoy my relaxing lavander salt bathe.
2. I wake up and sleep with Burj Khalifa view.
3. It’s very close to Dubai Mall (my fave go-to because of the Emirates miles earned every time I shop) and City Walk neighborhood.
4. It’s a spacious one-bedroom apartment with its own laundry room and a balcony. It has its built-in closet too.
5. Our mirrors are all fixed on the wall.
6. Shelves were installed, yes, I’ve put holes in the walls, that I definitely need to ensure they are made up when it’s time to leave.
7. We can finally use our oven again because the unit is ready for the high voltage installation. We have roasted chicken that was well-brined too!
8. I felt so luxurious adding a half-glass cover at the bathroom instead of using a shower curtain.
9. Our indoor plants have grown from three to nine including a succulent that my sissy allowed me to buy finally, a tall Dracaena that draws the eyes up, and we got pretty cool pots from West Elms.
10.  I also like the dining table that we got from Ikea.

The apartment isn’t too perfect. It would have been better if the tiles’ colors and design in the bathroom sink is not black and yellow, or the installed bedroom airconditioning unit is a larger one, or that I have to sage the bedroom for three consecutive days to keep the lingering heavy energy out, or that some things they’ve overly done that feels like compensating to the things that were totally wrong… there’s that but the good far outweighs the bad so I am really happy with the new apartment. I felt so at home.

What’s your favorite home ever?

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[1: 1,900 of 10,000] Plans

My world right now is enjoying work, back with my exercise regimen of outdoor walking/jogging/running/working out everyday, and list of plans…

1. I am attending a 20th wedding anniversary party this month and I got to buy a perfect present for the couple. 20 years is a long time. The husband which in the beginning of meeting him kept hitting on me (really annoying) so he’s not really someone I adore but thankfully he stopped or else I would immediately say NO for this invite. Out of returning the niceness that he shared a good contact like my amazing current dentist, I will attend a one of. Am I too polite?
2. I have a ticket for a Trevor Noah live comedy show in December. I like his humor and he seems to be a very decent man that I am willing to support him.
3. I am looking forward to spend Christmas in Switzerland, I hope my sister and I could still catch charming Christmas markets and truly feel the spirit of the yuletide season.
4. I need to plan a bachelorette party for a good friend who’s tying the knot next year. I also need to plan my outfit for that whole Philippine trip. I have not seen my home country for 5 years but for honoring a promise that when she gets married I will definitely attend, then I am saying hello to Philippines again. I got to prepare my presents as well to family and friends, it will be like Christmas in the middle of the year. I am so looking forward to eat authentic Filipino foods too.
5. I must schedule to finish writing my second eBook to publish in Amazon until next year. I know I am juggling various book ideas but I got to pick one and commit to write every Friday. I need result!
6. So excited that sissy and I thought of the perfect project that we can already start that is an excellent prelude to our business enterprise.
7. Find a way to ask for a raise at work for more mojo to fund our future business empire. #BusinessOwner #GirlBoss #Chairman

I am very happy that life makes sense. It feels rewarding and fulfilling. I am grateful for experiencing peace.

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[1: 1,889 of 10,000] Have Fun!

Have fun whatever my age is.

Go do something new and laugh.

Make mistakes, learn, and laugh.

Whatever is making me nervous can be addressed.

Don’t jump to conclusion and create worries that are inexistent.

Do something, act, and I’ve beaten procrastination.

Don’t dream what could have been, do it.

Did the sun shine? Did I breathe? Did I open my eyes? Did my heart beat? Today?

I got all the chances to live and have fun!

[1: 1,888 of 10,000] What My 37 Year Old Self Is Still Learning

1. I do the work and the worry will dissipate.
2. Do not stop until I finish the task to avoid procrastination. To have the discipline to focus on one task at a time because although multi-tasking can be done, I couldn’t depend on it resulting to a quality work.
3. Mastery takes time; it takes repetition and doing it better than the last time, showing up, be creative to mix a new ingredient, and keep the burning passion alive.
4. Who are you trying to please? Work that God is cheering on me, the God who loves me unconditionally and directs me to my best with my willingness. Listen to constructive criticism and forgive the wrong critiques.
5. Make mistakes, laugh at them, be accountable, and learn not to repeat them. Don’t be too hard on myself because if tomorrow I wake up, it is for a reason.
6. It’s not because it has always been done means it’s the right way. Life continues to evolve to a new height. I don’t need to expect myself to be married and have kids now; but I do need to work on building a business empire with my sisters.
7. I know what makes me happy, gives me excitement, and joy. They are clues to MY path. I should do them more often even if it scares me, even if there’s a revolt going on inside of me, and make a mastery out of it. I must do this for me and the world will appreciate it that I did it with love.
8. What breaks my heart points me to what I want this world to heal from. Put seeds in those areas and let it grow.
9. Live a life with integrity. Honor my words and commitment. Show up to new things even if I am scared. Be the change I want to see. Leave this world better than I found it.
10. Meaningful relationship will enrich my life and I have to make an effort to build them.
11. Teach people how I want to be treated like setting the boundary and say yes if it’s a yes.
12. Don’t judge people in cluster, judge based on personal contact. Don’t put the label before I have given myself a chance to know the person.
13. I need to slow down, sleep well, eat right, exercise, and keep learning new things through books, podcast, videos, and going out there to live a life. I pray to talk to God to send my thoughts but it is through my quietness and meditation that He sends His.
14. Simplify and stop buying stuffs that either get thrown or not used. Learn to be a minimalist.
15. Of all my confusion and clutter, I withdraw them and surrender to the moment that I find peace and I am contented that I have one thing to be grateful for.

[1: 1,875 of 10,000] My 12 GYM Rules

1. I will never be ashamed to be flabby and sweaty. I am in the gym exactly to shed fats so being embarrassed that I don’t look good is out of the equation.
2. I listen to my personal trainer. I am a very conscientious person and a rule follower (as much as I can) and so I really take it to heart when he says, “Challenge yourself.” If the weight or intensity of the routine is too easy, I really admit it and request to make it more challenging.
3. I listen to my body too. I am not physically strong at all times and I couldn’t do all the routines; so if my body is tearing down, like having a mind of its own, like I once fell, then I stop and rest.
4. Bring a water bottle. I always need to drink between routines as it makes me breathe and relax.
5. Sleep properly. My body is well rested if I get 7 hours, so I do that.
6. I show up to my 3-times a week gym schedule on time unless there’s a work travel.
7. I eat healthier choices. I try to eat more frequently in proper proportion. I have not drink Diet Coke since I started going to gym; there are split moments that I wanted to indulge to drink a bit but stopped myself. Those extra weights make my push up harder!
8. I love my sore body parts a day after a gym workout knowing they’ve been shaken up.
9. Invest in proper gym clothes to be comfortable.
10. Never give up too easily and complete the routine as hard as it may be. Master my weak mind that wanted to give up. I hope one day, I can do the… “Start counting when I want to stop.”
11. Enjoy every moment and I was even enjoying it more whenever my body produced endorphins.
12. I do this as a part of my lifestyle now because I wanted to be healthy. Exercise gives me energy to do more productive things. Gretchen Rubin was right to include exercise to have the right kind of energy in her Happiness Project.

[1: 1,872 of 10,000] 10 Things About Passengers

Released in 2016 and expect spoiler in the below list!

1. The ship is very chic especially the Gold class cabin. I like the stairs. I love the swimming pool, it got a great outer space view. I like that you get to roam around the space conveniently.
2. What’s up with the class, creating a new world and still the hierarchy is there?
3. Aurora’s clothes are soft, looks expensive, and flatters her even more.
4. Great plot twists especially the Jim dilemma of waking Aurora. Amazing that the story was sustained by 4 characters and the ship. I also like the title, one word, and it encapsulated the whole story.
5. It was a delight seeing the beautiful Chris and Jennifer on screen.
6. Writer adores writing about a writer character. I wouldn’t wonder why.
7. I wonder if living for 90 years have made Jim and Aurora consumed good amount of food that would leave other passengers to lose ration?
8. The robot Arthur was loaded with great wisdom.
9. My favorite line is from Aurora, she said, “If you live an ordinary life all you will have is ordinary stories.” I also like Jim’s enthusiasm for creating a new world, saying, “I see 5,000 people changing their lives for 5,000 different reasons.”
10. It is a choice to kill oneself but it is not easy. It crossed my mind that I would like to end my life, I have no purpose or nothing to live for, but like Jim I will always hesitate. Is it because it is innate in human that it is natural to breathe until it is practically impossible. Are we all Jim who will take away a future of somebody or are we Jim who live the most out of life with the comfort of having a meaningful relationship with another human being?